crazy love

I remember that positive pregnancy test - after SO many negative ones.

I remember letting Jude tell Daddy that another was on his way.

I remember the smell of garlic sickened me.

I remember cleaning out the fridge because I was so sick everytime that door would open.

I remember crying about how this baby was 'finally' on his way.

I remember my parents coming along to find out his gender.

Dad was right all along.

I can still imagine the feeling of his kicks to my ribs.

I can nearly feel it.

I remember all the funny things Jude told me about my growing belly.

From breaking the house to destroying our car - because of my largeness.

I remember having such a desire for breastfeeding to work.

I am so glad it still is.

This little man makes me smile everyday.